Cycle if life

Alone... Deserted... Lost... Its all coming back again. Life was perfect, i didnt think abt whts gonna happen next, but the same damn thing happened. Life just had to push me till i fall everytime i up almost reaching the sky. Hmm... I can smile, people think im perfect, but no one know the truth underneath...

Where are YOU?

It's sad to see the person you've loved for years change. It's like he/she is there, but it feels like they're so far away. You miss them soo much you just feel like hugging them tight and not letting go. But even if you do, it just doesn't feel like you're hugging them, instead, I feels like your hugging a stranger...

10 things that pisses me off the most

1. Peope babbling 

2. People eating my food. Especially my chocolates

3. Stares and says "ayeee" at my food

4. People talking about how bad others treat them while they treat me the same way

5. People forcing me to do something I refuse to

6. People pushing me aside 

7. People bragging about how good they are while they're not

8. People hating me and say I hate them and I end up hating them after finding out they hate me

9. Stupid people 

10. The word "sukatilah"

Friends

Love...Hate...Stick...

Funny, my friends hate each other, but love more. We talk abt each other behind our backs and still stick as friends. There are times where we just confront with each other, it gets emotional, but in the end, laughter spreads. Unlike what I had before. It was all messy and we fought a lot. Worse part is that they all turn against me in every fight. I'm lucky I got out of that situation for good and met my 2 inseparable friends. Honestly I couldn't ask for anything more. Love them. Thanks A&F. You guys are THE BEST 😇

Half Mugged on Tuesday

I couldn't let a friend walk around the city alone. It's dangerous, so I tagged along. The day was fine, nothing bad happened till we were walking back to the lrt station. I was with my friend Alissa and her cousin Farrah, three of us are 16. As we were walking pass HnM, there were a few Taiwanese walking around asking for donation, as a Malaysian, putting five fingers to ones face is a sign language of it's okay or never mind. So When we were passing by those people, I raised my hand. They did not understand, so one of them went to Alissa, asking for donation. And so did the others, one of them came to me and to Farrah. In my situation, the guy asked whether I'd like to help him "support" his charity, so I thought, why not. But I didn't expect it to be like 20 to 60 bucks. Since I wrote my name. I just had to pull out a 20. I had a good feeling about helping them. But when I looked around. Alissa and Farrah were out of cash. I had no change. Coincidence I found 10 bucks in my bag. So I gave it to Alissa. My god ! They were forcing! When Alissa called my name, the woman was like "no discussion" dafuq?! And when I the guy who was asking Farrah for donation was pissed and like turned away cause he didn get money. I was thinking like fuck you charity. This is threatening. I'm f*cking 16. You expect me to have big amount of cash?! Don't be stupid! You're deaf, God made you that way. Appreciate it, why do you have to brag and beg for money to go through surgery. You're not gonna die dude, it's something that made you special. Live with it. But nooooooooo. You stupid. Then the woman asked for me money, saying pity that guy, he crying already, and kept forcing me to give money. I had like 150 bucks only, which was like me savings, I had to take out 50. Ergh, stupid people. Hate them so much. Trying to get that of my mind and remind myself, I'll get something much more than I gave today someday. Hmmmm... Still pissed...