Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Don't expect people to accept you for who you are if your not being yourself
❤

Thursday, November 24, 2011


BE LOVED | BE HAPPY




Be your self, and you'll find someone that accepts you just the way you are. Don't try to be someone else, being your self is what makes you different than others, it makes you special. When you do find the right person for you, try to not let him/her go. But if they wanted to let you go, let them, maybe their not the right person for you. Don't stay and wait, MOVE ON. Waiting just makes you hurt. Im sure you'll find someone that could make you smile like you never smiled before, someone that will make you laugh without an end, someone that will make your tears fall in happiness and not pain. You are special, beautiful/charming, kind hearted, you deserve to be loved  and not to be hurt. Let the past be past and hope for a better future, who knows, you might be living in a fairytale.
If you love guy that does not love you, leave him, don't hang around waiting for him. You deserve a better man, and maybe, you meet someone who's 10 times better then him.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

  Love me for who I am. Not for who you want me to be.
         If you want to change me, that means you don't love me for who im supposed to be.

Friday, November 4, 2011

Try to dress like a slut and you could see how millions of guys desire you, wanting your body and not your love. 

But when you dress like your self, wearing jeans and tee's, only the ones who could love you for who you are will come and assist you in this long journey of life and will love you forever ♥
When I saw your name, your face, anything that's about you, the only thing I could think of is how you'll regret for what you've done to me ♥

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

UNTOLD HEARTS DESIRES




Every girl has a heart, and every heart has desires of their own. I have friend who's more like a sister to me, I've known her for years. We fight, we cry, but we get back together in the end like sisters mostly do. She has a problem, but she never told me because she was scared I'll get mad at her. I understand that she just wanted to take care of my feelings. But I just know whats on her mind. She's in love with a guy. But she was scared to tell him cause she fears that he wouldn't love her back. At first, they just made a fake relationship. But day, after day, she felt something that was unusual, which was love. Without her noticing it. But one day, the guy went to Malacca for a school trip. He met one girl there, and started to know each other. And he then kind off fall in love with her and made her his girlfriend(I think). But behind this cute love story of theirs, jealousy came haunting her and from there, she realized that she was in love with him. She was hurt and tried to be strong. If I was her, I would give up. but she didn't. She can't stop loving him even though she tried. The pain was haunting her but she will always stay strong. Day after day, she realized that its worthless waiting for him, so she gave up. If I was that guy, I would choose her cause she's such an amazing girl, sweet, kind, fun and not to forget, loving. Nowadays, guys often choose the ones they just know and ignore the ones who waits for them to be loved. 


To all the girls out there, Don't put too much hopes on a guy. Remember, you'll always have friends who will always be there for you. STAYSTRONG
I want you to cry for me like I cried for you, desire me like I desired you, crave me like I craved you, love me like I loved you, need me like I needed you, want me like I wanted you. 

But you never do 

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

If I were you, I would kill my self cause its worthless living so heartless in your shoes.

Friday, October 21, 2011

I gave you a chance, but you screwed up. So don't expect me to say I Love You ever again

Monday, October 17, 2011

DO I LOOK THAT HEARTLESS?

People come and leave. Im just FUCKING tired of being TOO NICE to people till they could just LIE or BETRAY me as easy as ABC. They come to me when they absolutely have no one. But when they do, Im just a stranger to them. Another girl hanging around in RUSTYCRAB. 

FUCKYOU

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Good Looks does not make you LOOK GOOD if your inner beauty is LOST

Friday, October 14, 2011

MY DESIRE

DRUMS !
 I need it pronto. So that I can hit and as hard as I can whenever I want to

SNEAKERS !
So that I won't wear the same one over and over again

COOL TEE'S !
So that I'll look coooooooll
"okeyy i think better you jgn pcaye sgt lelaki buad masa nie. nanti you'll get hurt lg ;/ yeah lelaki kan, biasa lah tasha mana cukup sorg. tapi i tak eh. hee, if you nak tgok laki tuh ikhlas kea tak. you suruh dye tunggu you. bg dye sebulan kea dua bulan kea bulan purnama kea or whatever lah. and kalau dye still tunggu you jgk dye tak cari pompuan lain means dye betul-2 lah tuh nak dkt you ;)"

Thankyou for being there for me and advicing me :) 

STAY STRONG
DO IT AGAIN
Cause you are more than a friend
LIGHTERS

I wish I could have one to burn every single memory we had together. And if its possible, I wanna burn your heart just like you burned mine. But I know it won't hurt as bad as I did.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

SORRY FOR TRUSTING YOU

I never knew trusting was a part of your game. I gave you my love, my heart, AIN'T THAT FUCKING ENOUGH FOR YOU?! I gave you my heart cause I THOUGHT you'd takecare of it, but instead, you destroyed it. I gave you my love cause I THOUGHT you were the one for me, but instead, your loving someone else. Every damn fucking word you say was a LIE, an ACT.  Im not gonna let you get away with this. And I swear, KARMA will strike you back. And don't come back looking for me, I'll be gone wishing you a SUCKISH LIFE by then. And beware cause I'm gonna try my best to destroy your fucking heart worse than how you destroyed mine. Im not the type of girl you wanna mess around with, I might look "Descent", but there's one part about me that you don't know. I "HATE" BEING DESCENT. You'll meet the real me alright. Just beware of it botch !

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

I WANT YOU
But im to shy to tell you

I WISH YOU WERE MINE
But your loving someone else

STAY STRONG
BOY ! YOUR A SLUT
(NOWADAYS, GUYS ARE STARTING TO BE SLUTS)
THIS SUCKS

  • When you love someone that says he loves you too. But on the other side his loving someone else.
  • When you got to know that your ex was playing around with you. You felt like a fool.
  • When you get to know that your cousin was talking nasty about you with his friends and play dumb when you ask.
  • When you get to know that the person who said he loves you has a girlfriend and has a picture of him kissin her.
  • I AIN'T GONNA TRUST NO ONE

Sunday, October 9, 2011

When you do wrong, Don't expect that good things will happen to you in the future.

ITS KARMA

(accept faith)

STAY STRONG
IF YOU SAY "IM IN LOVE WITH YOU", 
I'LL SAY "FUCKYOU, YOU BULLSHITTING BITCH !"
(Im sick of the freaking games you played)

STAY STRONG
Calling People BEAST
Does Not Make You BEAUTY



When people call you names such as UGLY STUPID FAT or anything that may hurt your feelings, just ignore them. It maybe bring your self confidence down. But when you look at your self real close, you'll notice that what you have is your speciality that no one else has. And when they call you names, just think of it as giving you the spirit to prove to them that you are not what they think you are but better than that. Everyone is perfect in their own way.SO ARE YOU :)

STAY STRONG

Friday, October 7, 2011

S(HE) BE(LIE)VED
(Saw this on my friend, Alice's blog)


There's a time where you fall in love with a person, and the person loved you too, but not as much as you do and you don't know about it. So you kept loving that person as much as you can. He says I Love You several times and made you believe in it. But does he really mean it? You might think that he's the right guy, or maybe that you and him are a perfect match. But you never know that he might hurt you in the end. Like my friend, her boyfriend has been ignoring her these past few weeks, he said to his friends that they broke up since it has been two months and still counting. Im a girl and I understand her feelings. But I really don't understand his purpose of doing this to her. I adviced her to let him go before he hurts her more. She tried but she can't stop loving him. I must say that he is a blind jerk. He has a beautiful and a lovable girlfriend, but he never appreciate it. 

p.s : Love and appreciate others since you still have them.

STAY STRONG

Thursday, October 6, 2011



Exboyfriend : Babe, I need you. I was stupid to let you go. I know I made you hurt, Im sorry. I regret it. I realize that your the best that I've ever had. You're different than the others. Your special. I don't know what I was thinking back then. But I've changed. Will you be mine ?

My answer will always be "NO" cause my heart says "HE'LL HURT YOU MORE".



Don't waste chances

Nothing stays forever. Love could become hate in a blink of an eye, Friends could become enemies, Lover's could become Haters. In any time,things may change whether we want it or not. But its up to us to make the difference or just be lifeless and live it like it is to be lived. Be brave, take a step forward, and explore the adventures that may you be living. Life is given once, take this chance since we still have the time to use it. Chase your dreams, reach for the stars, never stop achieving your dreams. Its never too late and its never impossible.

Sexy on Beast

MY FIRST POST
Today, Thursday, 3.16 pm, 6th Oct is gonna be my first time writting on this page your viewing. Here, I talk about my thought's or MAYBE about you! Yes! YOU! (note the "Maybe") As for today, it's gonna be mostly or probably about MEEEEEEEEEEEE goreng. Since its my first post, I dont have much to babble about. So i'll write when thoughts strike my mind :)


Forever loved, Natasha